Exactly, what now. Its 2015, I have been remiss of late. First our family cat passed away…then my grandmother took ill and passed away….travelling interstate for her funeral….having too much time off work is not good for the bank balance…particularly just before Xmas. My Xmas holidays were already booked, and once again, travelled interstate for a lot of fun with my whole family. My eldest daughter H is in her final 6mths of uni…then what? My daughter Bear has moved into YWAM for 20 mths, studying leadership and being a mentor for missions…huge stuff for both my girls.
Where does this leave me and my art….well I have a solo exhibition booked for June, and straight after that, a trek across the UK…my timing has never been great.
And house I need to leave (long story and some memories I could do without). I have wanderlust blood and itchy feet to move on…my job, my house. Picture a travelling art bus….just me and my dogs and my paints. I am just having difficulty sorting out viable options for our stuff (we are seriously downsizing already), and my daughter’s living arrangements…what to do, what to do…etc etc…I feel sick with worry actually, even though I preach don’t worry, it will all be ok. Please.